blindedbyu2

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 15:11:44 GMT

LOVE, you are not welcome here anymore. You are the most evil thing to ever grace the planet. You gravitate towards the weak and then shoot them right where they stand. You’re a drug I can’t kick. And if you were in the flesh I would stab you so you finally knew how it felt. You are the most pathetic excuse for an emotion I have ever known, and I regret being apart of your game. Why did you choose me? I was happy being left alone so I would never know how easily you could snatch yourself away. You are a cold-hearted bitch who should be banned from this world. I can’t stay away from you but I regret every second you are in my life. Thanks for nothing, jerk!

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 16:09:53 GMT

He didn't fight for me either

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 04:41:21 GMT

2 wonderful words... Robin Williams.

Came into my work today. The chances of that??? slim.
But it happened oh yeah...it happened

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 16:19:12 GMT

Is that all you've got God.
I though you were way more hardcore than this....

Someone put me out of my misery

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 06:41:43 GMT

It's only a matter of time...

IM TOO LOST;

Sun, 24 May 2009 03:47:03 GMT

TO FUNCTION... *Rolls Eyes*

MHMM.

Fri, 22 May 2009 02:52:06 GMT

Here I am again in total bliss.not bliss... just worry. I have blisters on my feet, bite marks in my neck, skin peeling off my fingers, bleeding lip, and a twisted sense of humor. If only it was that funny. I need a drink, a cigarette. I want to have sex so I can fill that unwanted desire to screw the life out of him. If only it was that easy. I need a way out, while staying inside the loop of my marriage. I'm okay with it. Well sometimes. For the most part... I suppose. I want you Brandon. I want your love and I want you to act like you could give a damn. I want to be rejected while you decide to wrap your hands around my neck. I love you to pieces and you never bring peace to my mind. I love you. I despise you. You were meant for me and that will never change for as long as I can keep my head above water. You will never know how much you have saved my life until its too late. Hopefully whatever you are going through now is a temporary thing, and that I am just the wind up doll that you like to toy with on short notice. Because I am nobody's blow-up doll. NOBODY'S. I love you but do not think for a second that I am your ex girlfriend's because you will find very quick that I am not. Hope you are not disappointed... Anyways get a grip son because I need you like I need oxygen but you need a reality check. I mean FUNKY BUTT LOVIN!

I love you... Stay sane for me. and do not mess this up.
Brittany

TURBULANCE

Sun, 17 May 2009 02:16:16 GMT

I can't fathom how I am at this point in my life, but I suppose I can't complain for the most part. I mean I love Aiden to death, even though he is feeling very sick right now so bless his little heart. I love my husband even though I am not too sure where we are at times. I just want a simple life but exciting at the same time. dreamlike but down to earth. I need adrenaline pumping through me during the day and serenity at that very moment I have gone through phases and let downs but I have always had Brandon by my side. I love you more than you will ever know.ever... You stood by me when I thought I had no one. Even when I didn't deserve your love. You keep me sane and drive me insane at the same time to where I can't function from all the chaos that enters our lives. I'm not sure if I believe in soul mates but if there are I know you are mine. I love you so much it makes my heart hurt when you hurt me, and I know it does the same to you. I am sorry for any hurt I have caused you and I am thankful for the day I met you. The day you walked in to that classroom and sat next to me. Which may have been the best moment of my life leading up to the crazy events that have brought us to this point. I hope you will forever feel the same way I feel about you. Because I am definitely head over heels for you baby and that will never change. Well since I am just letting out a mushy gushy post that my husband will never read because well.... you dont even have a livejournal I decided to do a picture post and cure my boredom.

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GUESS WHAT BITCHES?!?!?!

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 02:02:20 GMT

Brittany's married
:DDD

NICE

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 19:38:54 GMT

6 DAYS...
AND LIFE AS I KNOW IT IS PRETTY MUCH BEGINNING.
I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD GET TO THIS LEVEL.
BUT I AM PRETTY EXCITED ABOUT GETTING MARRIED.
IM YOUNG. SOME MIGHT SAY I AM TOO NAIVE.
BUT I AM HAPPY.
VERY HAPPY TO BE MRS. WIECKERT.
HAPPY FOR A BABY BOY CHANGING MY LIFE.
IM COPING WITH CHANGE LIKE ANY OTHER PERSON WOULD.
EXCEPT EXCITEMENT OVERWELMS THE FRIGHTENING STRUGGLES OF DAYS TO COME.
AND EVEN THOUGH IM NOT SURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN MY FUTURE.
I KNOW BRANDON WEICKERT AND AIDEN LEE WEICKERT WILL BE APART OF THAT.
AND THAT MAKES THINGS OKAY.
:D

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:52:48 GMT

FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE SHIT TO SAY.
FUCK YOU. AND FUCK YO SHIT.

:DDDDD

:DDDDDDD

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 23:19:40 GMT

IM ENGAGED

I THINK I AM GOING TO BE JUST FINE

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 16:05:48 GMT

I THINK I AM GOING TO BE JUST FINE

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 16:04:19 GMT

WOAH

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 20:13:47 GMT

~~So I might be pregnant.~~
Im pregnant.
Just what I need.

I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 12:38:19 GMT

I AM SERIOUS.

I GOT KICKED OUT OF MY HOUSE.
I HAVE TO GO TO COURT.
I HAVE TO PAY OFF DAMAGE TO BOTH CARS.
NO LISCENCE TILL I AM 21 PROBABLY.
LIVING IN THE MOST UNFORTUNATE PLACE FOR ME.
BOYFRIENDS PARENTS HATE ME.
BOYFRIEND SHOULD HATE ME.
NOW I HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH WHEN I DONT EVEN THINK GOD IS LISTENING TO ME RIGHT NOW....

AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE SHITTIEST THING ABOUT ALL OF THIS IS...?
THE CAR ACCIDENT CONSISTED MOSTLY OF ME HITTING A PARKED CAR!

I HATE MY LIFE

YAHOOOOO!

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 14:57:36 GMT

HURRY FOR BRITTANY GETTING KICKED OUT OF HER AUNTS HOUSE!
YEAH!

TRIPPIN YO!

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 21:19:07 GMT

I AM NEVER HAVING SEX AGAIN!

I AM OFFICIALLY

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 19:46:43 GMT

IN A MID-LIFE CRISIS

:/

BUT IN LOVE

DAMMIT

I MAY NOT BE IN LOVE;

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:15:29 GMT

BUT BRANDON IS DEFINTELY THE ONE FOR ME

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:14:27 GMT

Sometimes, I have a personal vendetta against life. My week has started up okay. Yesterday, fell asleep in church. went to dinner. Later, snuck out to see Brandon. Today, had shitty ass school. went to Tab's with Brandon, burned a cookie cake,

THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF YESTERDAY

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 23:55:41 GMT

I think my life may be taken for granted at times, by me. It is almost the end of the week and I have nothing to show for it. I have not had anything to show for it for a while. But hopefully that changes. No more wasting for me.

Then there is Brandon. I like him sooooo much. I believe he likes me aswell, but this past week has been getting to complicated with him.

LAST MONDAY- Went over Tabitha's house, got drunk, went to IHOP, back to Tabitha's, cuddled with Brandon, got drunk, made out w/ Brandon in his car for 20 minutes or so, Tab took me home, she and Brandon fucked.SHIT!

LAST SATURDAY- Awkward phone sex with Brandon, felt bad, whatever.

MONDAY- Argued about us being together.

YESTERDAY- Sex with Brandon....while Tab was in the room.

In other words...I need to get my life straight, because I really like Brandon,but not enough to stress myself out. And that is all that has been going so far. Two months and ten days until graduation. I need to shape the fuck about before I snap. Which I already believe I have. That statement was no good. I'm over this.

I'm writing in this thing everyday. It has been my only stress reliever besides coffee.

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 15:57:32 GMT

UUUGHHH!

This is going to be pointless. I dont know what I want and it affects me everyday. I am not sure i like that boy as much as i tell myself i do, and I find myself hiding in my room more often than i should. This isn't fun. I'm quitting my job. I hate it there and it is not worth wasting my days over. I dont even really need the damn money.

High School is being wasted, and senior week is coming up. I am not looking forward to that. I haven't even found my prom dress. Hell, I dont even know if I'm going to prom. I suppose I and. I am a wreck. That's enough. I'm through bashing myself right now.

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 02:19:16 GMT

MY LIFE IS IN SHAMBLES

I FUCKING HATE SAM.

HE CAN SUCK MY RIGHTEOUS DICK.

TRANSLANSITISM

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 20:00:12 GMT

I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR THE PAST WEEK
AND I AM WORKING ON WEEK TWO.
MY LOVE LIFE IS EVEN MORE ILL.

WACK!